can you
lift me up
and carry
me over
the reeking pile
of trash
that my life
has become?
will you
guide me
down the crumbling path
of reality
and help
me climb
the rocky mountain
of ecstasy
that you
preside over?
can you summon
the strength
to drown me
in that bubbling river
of my heaven
knowing that
you could never
follow?

oh, for Yes
to be
that answer