It's so hard
Not to say
"I love you"...
I'm struggling to
keep myself from
embracing you
since I am only
a 'friend'
to your eyes...
though those
beautiful splotches
of brown
no longer hold
a special spark
for me
I can't help
but to try
to find it
anyway...
I wonder if
you realize
how difficult it is
for me to dump
all of the
strong feelings
I hold for you...
I try to ask
but when
I look at you
it's so hard
Not to say
"I love you"...